Disney World / Back to School / Rant of the week !!

We have been extremely busy lately and i really havent had the time to post. I really need to learn to make the time to post because its an outlet for me. We left for Disney at Midnight on Friday night / Saturday morning August 26th and arrived there about 20 hours later. The car ride was HELL but we won't go there...( Family drama..)..... Disney was WONDERFUL. I can't wait to go back actually. On day 1 of Disney we had a huge family blowout but for the most part we all had a wonderful time and enjoyed seeing Magic Kingdom , Animal Kingdom and Epcot. We got to meet alot of the characters , ride alot of the ride , go shopping lol , see the lightshow , and the animals and etc. Disney has so much to do and see that i feel we didnt see it all in the week that we were there so we will go back for another week sometime in the future. I will be better prepared when we go back this time and i will not make the same mistakes as last time. We came home alittle early from Disney because of Hurricaine Irene , We arrived home on September 4th i believe...Even though we didn't want to leave it was nice to finally be home because on Tuesday the two oldest had to start Kindergarten and Preschool. Evan started Kindergarten and absolutely loves it. Hes so proud that he is finally riding the big boy bus to school and that Carissa isn't in his class again this year. He really likes his teacher and seems to be settling in really nice. Carissa started her second year of Preschool at a new Preschool and she really loves it there also. She has really nice teachers and although its harder to get her there it is well worth it. I'm just glad they are both adjusting so well. Since coming home from Florida we really havent had any contact with my family...It kinda makes me sad but then again im use to it but i just feel bad for my children because they love my family and are too young to understand it...See Family is a big part of my life and it is but around my family i'm not allowed to be me...Its like they always misunderstand me..Everyone is allowed to do whatever they want and say whatever they want but me...i because in their eyes i will forever be three years old or atleast that is how they treat me. I normally keep my mouth shut around them and about them but im sick of it and i have nothing to hide anyways.. I never get a "good job" nope just insults and complaints.treated like a deadbeat...I could do a million good things but that one bad thing will forever be thrown in my face...with my family there isnt any love, support or ANYTHING..in fact i have always felt Parentless and not part of "their" family ...This was the reason that for my entire life i always wanted MY OWN FAMILY...A big one at that..anyways im over my bitch fit and moving on to my two youngest children Caitlin and Shelby... The youngest two have colds and Caitlin still has a rash so back to the Doctors we will go to see what she says ( The rash isnt from the cold ) ....We are moving on to bigger and better things and i'm really looking forward to it...for once in my life i am FREE!!! TO BE CONTINUED!!!